Lessons today were just abysmal. Math was boring. Lit was boring.

Jon, sam and i went for a little haircut. I think my head looks like something went off.

Anyway. The main event of the day was the night. Sounds kind of contradictory. Anyway, we had dinner at joe's kitchen, which, for the unenlightened, is a restaurant serving thai food. It's opposite queensway shopping centre. And the food is pretty yummy.

But it wasnt really the reunion it was supposed to be. Granted, it was better than i anticipated, at least. Maybe it was just me. But there was that familar tension, the sense that something wasn't quite right. Thankfully our dear caleb was there, so i could divert my attention from the opposite end of the table.

This is not good. Its not right or fair that i should stand in the way of things. Its almost as if my presence is obstructing something that i have no right to interfere in. I don't even freakin' know what's going on, and from the way things are going there's no way im going to know in the foreseeable future.

This sucks.

But i will be stable. I have to.

By the way, thank God for marc and charissa. you guys roxxors. haha.